justrun-.

rectus wrecked us

omg i'm tired. ahaha my eyes are closing. and i'm feeling so awfully cold. got a jacket on but i'm still cold. turn down the aircon? dream on. haha pat never ever turns down the aircon because i always dreamt of living in a cold country. so aircon is always freezing. heeheehee. if i get sick i'll know why.

training today was okayy. inflammation of the rectus femoris is coming back. pluck you- you rectus femoris. jina's knee hurts. clarissa's muscles hurt. haha. we should set up a club. jina's going to jinan (coincidence, i think not!) on sunday morning. everyone should send her off. haha.

the pot's suddenly so critical of what he says. or maybe it's just me. maybe one day, i too will be hated. who knows. in this harsh harsh world, anything's possible. we shouldn't be afraid of paradigm change. because after all, change is what makes us grow, right? on the other hand, if status quo is supposed to be "the best you can get", then there is no need for a change. i have the pleasant duty of having to decide for myself which i think is more appropriate. whatever it is, the latter is the ONLY way to go. no revolution because just like Tsar Nicholas, they are "obsessed" with "absolute monarchy". ahha. diTSARster. ethnocentrism going on here. okay i feel so intellectual. but then i am once again reminded of all my undone hw.

somehow i can't seem to look at the pot the same way anymore. what people say about other people changes your perception of them you see. and me being me, i am very easily affected by what others say/ do. heh. too bad for me.

heard that mrPMS is okay. tell him to go and fly a kite. he made me worry like a shithead.

Fear is the heart of love says:
he isn't angry!
`pat[ricia] damn the politics says:
how do you know?
Fear is the heart of love says:
i was doing chem with fangxun and he came over to joke with us
`pat[ricia] damn the politics says:
>:
Fear is the heart of love says:
we told you not to worry
Fear is the heart of love says:
but noooooo, you didn't listen
`pat[ricia] damn the politics says:
haha. I DONT KNOW!!!! he looked so scary
Fear is the heart of love says:
we toooooooold you
`pat[ricia] damn the politics says:
how would i know! in all my years in rgs i have never seen a teacher like that
`pat[ricia] damn the politics says:
damn traumatic okay
Fear is the heart of love says:
-.-

woah now i'm angry. haha. darn. training tmr. training is so sad. when everyone's running away from it and training elsewhere. four people train elsewhere. one is perpetually mia. two don't come as frequently as the 100%-ers. leaving us with three. but! one is leaving for china. ahah what's left? TWO. means if one of us is sick, training is one-on-one with the pot.

hi i have a headache. so i'm going to sleep. goodnight world. PEACE ON EARTH FOR ALL MANKIND. please?

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

put on her shoes at [23:44]

and took [20060414] strides

it's the passion that drives you